"I jumped in the river and what did I see?

Black-eyed angels swam with me

A moon full of stars and astral cars

All the things I used to see

All my lovers were there with me

All my past and futures

And we all went to heaven in a little row boat

There was nothing to fear and nothing to doubt"

must there always be dualities to issues ? the flip side of the coin they say, or just another neutral perspective, a fair and unbiased approach from the fench, untainted and unmediated. why couldn't the world be filled with absolute truth, a negative without a positive, without the reason to shun dark for light ? there is true solace with the knowledge of a grounded, unmoving truth, but in every case this perception becomes a weak assumption because there are always two banks at the end of a mighty sea. the numerous oppositional forces always drives people bewildered and out of their comfort zones, deriding our composure, leaving us essentially destabalized. granted, the omniscient view on multiple perspective is especially useful for academia related theory and propagation, this appeals to the intellectual narcissitc self absorbed mortal mind because it exemplfies meta-awareness and percieved divinity on the physical plane. fanning of ego aside, this avaliability of dualities just complicates everyday arguments and heated disputes; if we all know there is always a greener side, why do we incessantly advocate our percieved truth and viewpoints, refusing to collapse in and resign to anothers will?

there is no true answer because again, the complication of dualities come to foray. perhaps the only way out is a complete cessation, which i would readily accept if my time has come.

moving on to lighter things, today we had some of our last lects and tuts for this sem's modules. its been fast definitely, and how time fries.