Saturday, July 30, 2005








Your Birthdate: August 3

Being born on the 3rd day of the month is likely to add a good bit of vitality to your life.

The energy of 3 allows you bounce back rapidly from setbacks, physical or mental.

There is a restlessness in your nature, but you seem to be able to portray an easygoing, "couldn't care less" attitude.



You have a natural ability to express yourself in public, and you always make a very good impression.

Good with words, you excel in writing, speaking, and possibly singing.

You are energetic and always a good conversationalist.



You have a keen imagination, but you tend to scatter your energies and become involved with too may superficial matters.

You are affectionate and loving, but sometimes too sensitive.

You are subject to rapid ups and downs.



What Does Your Birth Date Mean?


thats quite cool. the above descriptions. oh well.

hello im back again on this stagnant webbie of mine. ive been mugging hard both studies wise and physically wise, thus havent had much , if not anytime to do stuff online; be it tok to peeps on msn, tok to peeps on my blog, update my blog or visit blogs. bah. the damn As. u better end fast! anyway, im glad to say now i can pass my damn napfa. haha. and my studies shld be picking up from my new found consistency. lets hope this progress goes on thru the year and doesnt end till i die.

till the nxt time i blog, heres an old recycled poem im going to repost, to describe what i feel now. yes. time to go and get my best hair cut. and go to jam! which reminds me. the teachers day's prolly rigged. so no matter how well i play, we're not going to get in. so, guys and gals interested, please come down on friday for a collaborative concert with the guys of recast and the guys of j1 hockey. we rock.


Temporal Abandon

the sky throws away its lofty smile
downcasting a form of forbidden grey
it touches my skin and washes away
my aspirations. soon, a downfall appears
and as soon as it arrives, the winds
carry me in the middle of a barren plain.

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a vision of lost souls, entrapped by
the ruthless abundance of a rainforest
unable, to restart, or re-run their races.
instead, they are shackled by chains of reality,
forsakened and tortured in a carousel
of lament and grief.
unable to escape my own lies,
only able, in truth, to face the murals of a failed past.
its up to us after all, to find justice, in our own mistakes.
no one holds dear to your creed anymore.

and the room stays still, free from distraction.
he realises, a future so dear, can never be destroyed
by a past so trivial, however contemptuous it may have been.
after all, in truth, the will residing runs deeper.
change must be welcomed
through the sweet embrace of open arms.

{ 12:50 pm }

Tuesday, July 12, 2005

Radiohead - (Nice Dream)


They love me like I was a brother
They protect me, listen to me
They dug me my very own garden
Gave me sunshine, made me happy


Nice dream, nice dream, nice dream


I call up my friend, the good angel
But she's out with her ansaphone
She says she would love to come help but
The sea would electrocute us all


Nice dream


If you think that you're strong enough
If you think you belong enough
If you think that you're strong enough
If you think you belong enough


Nice dream

{ 11:15 pm }

Saturday, July 09, 2005

here i am again, writing another entry.
im really glad the mid yrs are over, cos it was such a chore. cant imagine what the A levels might be. anyhow, got back some stuff.. i failed econs as usual again. but im quite confident i can do pretty well for the prelims, cos i didnt touch econs at all for the whole holidays. so its only logical i fail, as its not a ppr i can smoke thru indefinitely. but i did manage to score farily well for lit. lets hope geog does some justice for me. i got marked down in gp by koh..how unfair is that. but anw,it came across to me that many things in life just seem to go wrong sometimes. and failure just sets in everytime u try.

i guess every setback serves as a step forward to my own success. and sticks and stones may break my bones, but words can never hurt me. disregard me, think of me as insignificant , i'll bounce back. dats for sure.

anyway, in a months time , its going to be my bday. hooray. im turning 18. i realise that ive become really old. just a few mins ago, it seemed like i was still in my secondary school days, restless, listless and disgruntled, angsty individuals. now i guess ive changed alot and i see alot of things in different lights and a multitude of perspectives.which is good frankly, cos ive become quite fair and partial generally. =)

and i thought of something today to.
being myopic and one sided in your perspectives and viewpoints pertaining to a certain issue makes u a dull and insensitive individual incapable of progress. as such, u'll forever be immature and stagnant. your growth in personality and character will be comprimised. so heres a lesson or two i learnt today upon some deep self reflection.

{ 12:07 am }

Sunday, July 03, 2005

But I feel I'm growing older
And the songs that I have sung
Echo in the distance
Like the sound
Of a windmill goin' 'round
I guess I'll always be
A soldier of fortune.

{ 2:44 am }



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