traded your worth for these scars, for your only company.

Saturday, January 26, 2008

To fool them in, make it seem like you're in trouble. Make a sound, fake it enough.

What made you so scared?

Maybe you're mistaken for someone who cares.

I'm only asking

If you remember, remember,

I've been trying to get back to the centre.

I'm sure it's not like it was before.

Can we last through the winter?

The water's starting to freeze.

The only one who remembers

Taking the wrong step, falling in front of me.

This body's already aging.

These nights are already long.

And if I last through the winter,I swear to you now, I won't call.

Congratulations, go home now.

Will we last through the winter?

Will we make it to see?

I never wanted a partner and I never loved you,

Now you are free to leave.

This heart is already frozen,I can't remember to fall.

And if I last through the winter,I swear to you now, I won't call.

Congratulations, go home now.

{ 4:06 pm }

Friday, January 18, 2008

Spend all your time waiting

for that second chance

for a break that would make it okay

there's always one reason

to feel not good enough

and it's hard at the end of the day

I need some distraction

or beautiful release

as memory seeps from my veins

let me be empty

and weightless and maybe

I'll find some peace tonight.

{ 2:06 am }

Sunday, January 13, 2008

hey guys in case you noticed no, i haven't disappeared from the blogging hemisphere yet. and yes i know its the new year and all, and there isn't any ''new year'' post! well i wouldn't lie and say i was busy or anything.

anyhow before i get started i wanna say thank you to budi for fixing my blog, if not till now it'll still be a patch of white and nobody would be able to read a thing.

so... new year resolutions ? well first and foremost i would say i wanna improve my guitar playing.

can't really think of anything else really, after all i know most new year resolutions never really ever take off. for most its like empty promises.

anyhow here's some random pictures both old and new

got this picture off budi, reminds me of my secondary school air rifle days.. sigh. nostalgia. i rmb in this picture was representing my battalion but got 4th in the end. ARGH.

24 Days (including weekends, holidays,leave and offs) to the coveted O.R.D (:

{ 9:41 am }

Thursday, January 10, 2008

If this is what I'm meant for ?
"its no longer interesting."
Falling forward just to even the score,
I'm just a thought to you.

{ 12:54 am }