Thursday, November 29, 2007
ever had your self-esteem crushed so hard you felt suffocated?
when all the self-doubting questions came raining down like a hellish downpour, did you worry about your own inadequacies ?
you look frantically for a reasonable solution; maybe its not your fault but theirs. they are just blind and ignorant to your talents and positives. you try to seek solace in ageless phrases of comfort like "you deserve much better than this" and "there are so many other fishes in the water."
however more often than not the ignorant fool could be ourselves. I am at fault. I lack the abilities, the looks, the charm, that sturdy financial backing, the charisma. i could go on and on, form countless lists of my shortcomings. face it, your not good enough. she doesn't like you for who you are, he doesn't care about the talents you have, the person you think you have fallen headoverheels for regards you as a mere mannequin, an inanimate object that certainly provides company and nothing more. no matter how hard you try, or how little in some cases, your just not up to par to that other guy across the train station.
makes you wonder whether everything that we do, is just everything we've done.
