Wednesday, June 13, 2007
Laid To Rest
If there was a single day I could live... a single breath I could take
I'd trade all the others away.
The blood's on the wall, so you'd might as well just admit it
And bleach out the stains, commit to forgetting it.
You're better off empty and blank, then left with a single pathetic trace of this
Smother another failure, lay this to rest.
Console yourself, you're better alone
Destroy yourself, see who gives a fuck
Absorb yourself, you're better alone
Destroy yourself.I'll chain you to the truth for the truth shall set you free
I'll turn the screws of vengeance and bury you with honesty
I'll make all your dreams come to life, then slay them as quickly as they came
Smother another failure, lay this to rest.
Console yourself, you're better alone
Destroy yourself, see who gives a fuck
Absorb yourself, you're better alone.
See who gives a fuck
Failure.
If there was a day I could live, if there was a single breath
I could take, I'd trade all the others away.
and so another week of my army life is going to pass by , its wednesday already. life's been pretty much the same ol shit. i've a naggin sore throat that only hurts when i drink stuff. on monday i went jogging and when i was reaching clementi, mother nature decided to humour herself and unleashed her joy on me. being stuck in the rain and caught virtually in the middle of nowhere, i decided to carry on (like i had a choice). well i had actually, i could have stopped at the bus stops along the way, but how paiseh would that be man.
ever tried raining under torrential showers ? the pouring of the rain just pounds and pounds. sooner or later your sucked into this envelope of silence, and its just you. the rain just seems to wash off any negativity you once had. therapeutic i tell you. just like the kids embracing the rain with joy, i couldnt help but smile sheepishly.
Friday, June 08, 2007
white shutters enclose
the boundaries of my heart
i hold my breath
till the steady beating is shut out
in silence i wait for what is real
for i know the truth of my perceptions
nothing in life matters more than you
when first feelings fade
i will still be here
Friday, June 01, 2007
:O
hey guys. been a relaxed vesak day for me, basically chilling out at home playing the guitar, watching tv and playing ps2. haha. woke up at 130. talk about being a pig. had a nice lunch and well just trying to relieve all that tension.
just hope tmr would pass fast.
by the way i uploaded 3 songs done by me ( one song is just an uploaded song ) at the side. not too good, promise to improve myself further. if not, flame away. good night.
