Wednesday, May 23, 2007

I dont know how else to put this
It's taken me so long to do this
I'm falling asleep and i cant see straight
My muscles feel like a melee
My bodys curled in a u shape

I put on my best but im still afraid

Propered up by lies with promises
Saving my place as lifes forgets
Maybe its time i saw the world
I'm only here for a while

But patiences is not my style
And im so tired that i gotta go

What am i suppose to hide now
What am i suppose to do
Did you really think i wouldnt see this through

Tell me i should stick around for you
Tell me i could have it all
I'm still tired to care and i gotta go

I get to go home in one week
But Im leaving home in three weeks
They throw me a bone just to pick me dry

im following suit and directions
i crawl up inside for protection
im told what to do and i dont know why

im over existing in limbo
im over the myths and placebos
i dont really mind if i just fade away

im ready to live with my family
im ready to die in obscurity
cause im so tired that i gotta go

what am i suppuse to want now
what am i suppose to do
you still dont think im going see this through

tell me im a part of history
tell me i can have it all
im still to tired to care and i gotta go


just some thoughts. hey do this if ur free! http://www.truefriendtest.com/friendtest/381275 thanks. haha

{ 12:39 am }



shawn ang
leo | 3rd august 87'
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