Monday, June 19, 2006
its funny how time flies so fast, u sit back, and think.
and then u laugh, because you remember something fun, something hilarious, something really enjoyable that u and the others did before.
you smile, because you were really happy, super satisfied, or marvelled at your own capacity to succeed in something you really have passion on.
you grin and heave a happy sigh, because you remember you and your loved one/s doing all that fun things together, and having a really memorable or just a simple, non expensive but yet a happy time together.
you frown because you think abt ur defeats, your failures and shortcomings, the foul winds that caught you by surprise and the negatives that you couldnt stop by yourself.
but then you smile again, brightly, because you realise you made it this far, your typing this entry down. you realise the friends you've made, and the things you've learnt. advice ppl has given u. the lessons learnt from past situations. the achievements u made because of ur own resolve, be it acadamically, physically, or just a small happy inner victory of you getting that favourite pair of shoes, or going out with this really cute girl/or guy you never dreamed of dating. you come to think that hey im still living. breathing. looking at this post. ( haha shawn very funny. -__- )
I've realised that hey, my life isnt that bad after all. is urs really that bad ? are u expriencing that doomsday you actually set for urself, when u blogged down all that depressing stuff. is your life dead ? guess not.
WELL !
tmr im off to lim chu kang 4th SIR ( singapore infantry regiment ) camp 1 to become an infantry recce (read: scout) . only heaven knows the horrors/happiness that awaits me there. pray hard for me guys, i'll be back hopefully the nxt week end. till then, stay happy. i'll be back to fill in all the juicy details of my oh-so-interesting post. HAHA. goodnight, and enjoy the world cup while it lasts.
