Tuesday, September 27, 2005
Scars
as the unforgiving knives drive in deeper,
the human heart takes an awful
plunge, one that deeps down into solititude
and bends towards
an unforgiving bane of nostalgic hate.
the mind takes a step back into a lonely path
on a
winding road with stormy winds
and sunshine paths -
laced with memories of sweetnothings
and bliss;
crumpled and folded
neatly with vengeful crises.
fists clenched,
eyes closed,
the desire to forget becomes one with
the passion once cherished...
and the ambivalence of it all thrives
in agony and sweet delight.
She walks with head down on the winding road,
pauses, looks in chagrin at a lone tree..
he sits at a bar, wonders and indulges
in the purloined echoes
located in every bottom of a glass.
after all, a raging fire so bright,
a frustrating pother so thick
can never find an end to its existence till it gets smothered..
the rain had never been so comforting.
Tuesday, September 13, 2005
"Transport, motorways and tramlines
Starting and then stopping
Taking off and landing
The emptiest of feelings
Disappointed people clinging on to bottles
And when it comes it's so so disappointing"
Taken off radiohead's 'Let Down'. sometimes my days and feelings seem to share the same sentiments. thats sad.
oh well, its 3 am and im still awake, mindlessly making up for my mindless mistakes of academic irregularities. mugging my life away. the thought of failure always brings so much disappointment. and i cant let that happen can i ? a whole future ruined, bcos of a dumb exam. life's quite nice. and im here blogging.
making up for lost time definitely is not my forte. but i've no choice. not like we always do anyway nowadays. workworkstressmundane. Smashing.
Simple Requests
miracles, rain your mercies on me.
hope, give me courage.
knowledge, motivate my actions.
wit, sharpen my senses.
for the road arriving before me widens and bends and
i'm unsure of where to go, where to look, how to even
begin moving.
strangely , i'm still under control and quite clear headed, maybe its bcos of.bcos of. ya. =)
Thursday, September 08, 2005
Coldplay - Low
You see the world in black and white
No colours or light
You think you never get it right
But you won't be mine
The sky could fall, could fall on me
The part to know decieves
But you mean more, mean more to me
Than any colour I can see in you
All you ever wanted is love,
but you never looked hard enough, its never gonna give itself up
all you ever wanted to be living in perfect symmetry, nothing is
as down or as up
You see the world in black and white
no pain, no right
You see no meaning to your life
you should try
you should try
All you ever wanted is love,
but you never looked hard enough, its never gonna give itself
up
All you ever wanted to be,
Living in perfect symmetry,
Nothing is down on a serve
Don't you want to see it come in,
Floating in a big white balloon
Come give her your own silver spoon
Don't you want to see it come down?
Just want your arms around,
Not a moment too soon
Cause I feel loved, cause I feel loved
ooooh...
Yeah I feel loved
oh no...oooh
Cause I feel loved, cause I feel loved
oh...
Yet I feel loved
oh no...oooh
