Saturday, July 09, 2005
here i am again, writing another entry.
im really glad the mid yrs are over, cos it was such a chore. cant imagine what the A levels might be. anyhow, got back some stuff.. i failed econs as usual again. but im quite confident i can do pretty well for the prelims, cos i didnt touch econs at all for the whole holidays. so its only logical i fail, as its not a ppr i can smoke thru indefinitely. but i did manage to score farily well for lit. lets hope geog does some justice for me. i got marked down in gp by koh..how unfair is that. but anw,it came across to me that many things in life just seem to go wrong sometimes. and failure just sets in everytime u try.
i guess every setback serves as a step forward to my own success. and sticks and stones may break my bones, but words can never hurt me. disregard me, think of me as insignificant , i'll bounce back. dats for sure.
anyway, in a months time , its going to be my bday. hooray. im turning 18. i realise that ive become really old. just a few mins ago, it seemed like i was still in my secondary school days, restless, listless and disgruntled, angsty individuals. now i guess ive changed alot and i see alot of things in different lights and a multitude of perspectives.which is good frankly, cos ive become quite fair and partial generally. =)
and i thought of something today to.
being myopic and one sided in your perspectives and viewpoints pertaining to a certain issue makes u a dull and insensitive individual incapable of progress. as such, u'll forever be immature and stagnant. your growth in personality and character will be comprimised. so heres a lesson or two i learnt today upon some deep self reflection.
