Saturday, May 28, 2005
its been awhile since i blogged, i owe it to the sch, for imposing the most rigourous of schedules on a lazy soul like me.
the school season has finally come to an end, and yet i feel nothing. no excitement i did back in the primary and secondary school days. its as if, its too quick. the transition between a supposed holiday and a school term has occured under my nose. and all i remember are rushed essays coupled with hazy bouts with overdue work and nightmarish studying.
and guess what ? we'll have to go back ( or at least for the few chosen ones ) everyother day to college from 9-6 for a study programme. compulsary that is, to prep us for the onslaught of the midyrs.. half of me, is appreciative of the chance to transform to a subservient nerd, while another half, thinks is a pure waste of time. oh well, conformity brings about the best.
i dont think im improving much guitar wise. im not really musically inclined anyway. always struggling to play well.. and my band didnt cut for the pioneerama, neither did shahs talented band.. its really nonsense . the two bands that got it, were in no way superior. its not that im jealous, i feel the second bands performance was great, becos of the vocalist. den again, its interesting to note both bands had counsel members. conspiracy.
for sports, im not sure whether im progressing either. i think my balling skills are getting lousier, not that it was any good. i always lose matches. for soccer wise, im not sure too. all i need is time.. hopefully.
gp exam was a cock up. essay was undernourished, compre was rushed. i think i may even get an F9. eddie is going to start his suaning again.. not that i dont like him..i respect him as a friend, just like sas.. i dont think i've treated much teachers like i do with them in my years in the education system.. but his insults at times are indeed over board sometimes. thats why i dont always laugh when he does it to other people. sometimes i feel, we're not lazy or anything, just that, at time we are unable to meet his mark. but i know its good for us, as of anything the college does. although! the sports carnival was a communication breakdown, i would have went if they just said, " you have to go ".. yup. oooh. i may get killed , bcos i was quite sarcastic in my PCCG survey form. i even wrote down my name. hoho. and their checking blogs. so here is a comment --> i love PJC. alot.alot.alot.alot. weeeeeeeee. weeeeeee.<-- ya'll cant make me do a public apology for that. i didnt do anything wrong.
radiohead is making me depressed.
but i haf to give credit to that special someone. for getting me through everything.
thank you. im sure u know hu u are if your reading this. love you. =)
anyhow, i haven been writing poems in a long while. not sure whether anyone appreciates them though.
Sunday, May 08, 2005
been feeling really crappy this 2 days, for the reason that ive been a complete failure at everything. and, bcos of these , the past comes back to haunt me again. i cant help but feel miserably fed up, and drowned inside myself. lets hope things would be better soon. please give me solace.please.
Saturday, May 07, 2005
Your Birthdate: August 3 |
Being born on the 3rd day of the month is likely to add a good bit of vitality to your life. The energy of 3 allows you bounce back rapidly from setbacks, physical or mental. There is a restlessness in your nature, but you seem to be able to portray an easygoing, "couldn't care less" attitude. You have a natural ability to express yourself in public, and you always make a very good impression. Good with words, you excel in writing, speaking, and possibly singing. You are energetic and always a good conversationalist. You have a keen imagination, but you tend to scatter your energies and become involved with too may superficial matters. You are affectionate and loving, but sometimes too sensitive. You are subject to rapid ups and downs. |
Sunday, May 01, 2005
hm.
