Friday, April 29, 2005

For Whom The Bell Tolls

Make his fight on the hill in the early day
Constant chill deep inside
Shouting gun, on they run through the endless grey
On the fight, for they are right, yes, by who's to say?
For a hill men would kill, why?
They do not know
Suffered wounds test there their pride
Men of five, still alive through the raging glow
Gone insane from the pain that they surely know

For whom the bell tolls
Time marches on
For whom the bell tolls

Take a look to the sky just before you die
It is the last time you will
Blackened roar massive roar fills the crumbling sky
Shattered goal fills his soul with a ruthless cry
Stranger now, are his eyes, to this mystery
He hears the silence so loud
Crack of dawn, all is gone except the will to be
Now the will see what will be, blinded eyes to see

For whom the bell tolls
Time marches on
For whom the bell tolls

{ 11:21 pm }

Wednesday, April 20, 2005

Temporal Abandon

the sky throws away its lofty smile
downcasting a form of forbidden grey
it touches my skin and washes away
my aspirations. soon, a downfall appears
and as soon as it arrives, the winds
carry me in the middle of a barren plain.

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a vision of lost souls, entrapped by
the ruthless abundance of a rainforest
unable, to restart, or re-run their races.
instead, they are shackled by chains of reality,
forsakened and tortured in a carousel
of lament and grief.
unable to escape my own lies,
only able, in truth, to face the murals of a failed past.
its up to us after all, to find justice, in our own mistakes.
no one holds dear to your creed anymore.

and the room stays still, free from distraction.
he realises, a future so dear, can never be destroyed
by a past so trivial, however contemptuous it may have been.
after all, in truth, the will residing runs deeper.
change must be welcomed
through the sweet embrace of open arms.

{ 9:28 pm }

Sunday, April 17, 2005


the guys, one half of ydfc.
Posted by Hello


My class - 04A04. Sorry guys, been lazy to post a proper post. due to other commitments. =)
i promise a poem soon, if any one reads this blog at least. Till den, gaze into the pictures and enjoy. lol. Posted by Hello

{ 11:19 pm }

Sunday, April 03, 2005


my new guitar. ESP ex-50. and marshall MG15MSII amps. wooot. im feeling so happy now. but not so happy at the same time. crap. Posted by Hello

{ 11:38 pm }


ive driven myself closer to my own grave.
i can only hope for redemption.
im willing to change. hopefully.

{ 1:37 am }

Friday, April 01, 2005

i find, that the times have come
time marches on, for whom the bell tolls
i pray, that i find solace soon
if not i'll break
everythings been going down for me. mostly
shit cant get any worse.

{ 10:44 pm }



shawn ang
leo | 3rd august 87'
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