Wednesday, October 20, 2004
once again jotting down my feelings
read thru some ppls blogs, again..
i think ive managed to characterise blogs in someway .. some are feelings blogs, some are daily happenings blogs.. some are weird blogs.. like mine..haha..
well.. feeling awfully sleepy and lethargic.. so there would be a high chance of me typing nonsense.. or terrible cliche poetic crap, as some ppl might see it. im sorry, im a pessimist too ya.
im aware my entries are laced with nonstop grammatical errors too..
one word.
so ?
well, enough flaming to no one.
i feel like sharing my experience with melancholic euphoria with everyone, but unfortunately i cant .. its too personal. it involves something i hold there too.
i think im not making coherent sense now.anyway, fiona ? haha.
to blog like a human is to express.
to express is to project and articulate repression.
it so happens my repression is depression...so my blogs like that.
melodramatic, melancholic, irrational, irritating, frustrating, nostalgic. instead of the i-did-what-today-u-know-what-i-hate-it kinda blog or the i-dont-want-to-reveal-my-true-side blog either.
haha. wats wrong with me today.
need sleep. im becoming happy ?
so there, a confusing entry by shawn today, instead of a highly depressive one... i think. not much negatives used here.
