Monday, October 18, 2004
im back once again.
the sick cycle of boredom has finally hit me... wee~
yes.. what the future holds for me... rather foreboding..
would i promote ? will i ? could i ? or should i..
questions that seem easy to others.
that refuse to acknowledge their intellect.
some thoughts of stuff.
after watching 2046, i find myself making direct parallels to the story..
its hard to forget.
smt happened today.
a group of gals and guys from cck sec sch came chasing me for my hp no.
for a gal, which is their friend.
the situation was frantic and down right embarassing..
likened to dogs.
if i reject u, please respect me and walk away ?
no hard feelings. im trying to hold the crude profanities harboured within my repressed self that would harm the individual emotionscape.
sorry i cant seem to describe the event any longer.
the stupidity of it all makes my articulation retarded.
anyhow, I've realised something.
today i actually experienced melancholic euphoria.
it happened when i was dreaming whilst sleeping in class today.
it was remarkably refreshing..
more on it tmr.
