Monday, October 11, 2004
Has it failed? the lie so white it's almost see-through---all we made a fruitless effort to connect with ourselves and remain disconnected ''don't hesitate to sweep this failure under
the carpet'' as we exchange insincerities as we walk out on ourselves and remain
disconnected. so I slide into the deep end;I was up against something bigger
than me don't have any access don't have any answers to what's inside
so here is to safety and it's comfort I wouldn't know how to get around
this or myself to begin with, I remain disconnected.
my days go long and dry turning the vibrance i once
knew into depressed shades of defeat
why cant these dreams be fulfilled
why cant i surpass
why cant.
why me?
shit.
