Monday, September 13, 2004
once again.. im jotting down my feelings..
cant help but feel intellectually impaled sometimes.. and
i find it quite ridiculous my mind works at random..
sometimes i find my self capable of my own brand of intellect..
sometimes i find myself stuck in me, thinking daftly..
i call this selective amnestic intellectual quota.. based on this unfortunate expreience..
its real im telling you.. to put it blatently , somedays i feel dumb, somedays i feel slightly less dumber..
well i guess this is how it goes, my irritating life..
im never good at things.. if im good, its random, coincidence, divine or pure luck.
today wasnt great either, got hammered in the morning, got whacked at home.
the serenity i once knew existed has suddenly been exiled from myself.
i find me walking around greatly troubled.
anyway i know of ppl whom find depressed people irritating. i understand. its just a phase.
when something better happens, i'll repress, no biggy.
or have i already ? =)
