Wednesday, September 08, 2004
ah.. the long awaited most anticipated account has finally arrived to be typed down on my non existent blog. oh well. went to testimonial match. The J2s won, but i felt the spirit of the J1s made them better winners, esp for e guys.. played like their life depended on a victory. was supposed to go bugis. but was unfortunately cancelled due to unforseen laziness. played ball today with ben, vince and ping. nv felt lousier as the days go by. my dreams are never to be fulfilled. ever. i looked at myself today. im indeed flawed. =_= i miss the days of freedom. and yet.. i don't.. thinking of all the past mishaps and failures puts me down once again. I've somehow or rather experienced an ephiphany. and seriously my perceptions have changed.. im not who i was anymore. greatly regressing. i cant seem that get things i really want to accomplish successfully in right.. wheres the answers ? who has them. tell me. how to stop this sick cycle of lament and anguish. of absymal negativity.
