Thursday, August 05, 2004
typing this by sheer will alone. im darn tired.. soccer and basketball make lethal combinations of physical and mental retardation..
but anyhow a sense of satisfaction can be uniquely felt in the depths of my heart~
probably i should recap on the magnificant events that occured since my birthday ya 3rd august..
quite a non special day actually. had meet the parents.. my mom really talked alot la.. talked for like an hour or so.. maybe sas was a bit shocked la.. haha... stayed behind for some study programme and actually got an econs essay done.. but thats all la.. mostly the time was well spent on discussing about other ppls lives.. or unintellectual jokes and debates.. which was fun..c considering the company.. went home half dead.. but still managed to cut cake la.. and thanks guys for rmbing my bday!.. i think..
the next day was mels bday (tai not tss yong) haha... nice coincidence ya.. played soccer after school in the bball court b4 going on to play basketball.. nth much happened i guess.. apart from the fact that sas screwed us again.. but this time.. it sort of made sense... our class isnt progressive.. and i feel ive regressed tremendously.. why? i dont know.. but i will find out the roots of the problem soon..
i guess maybe we're just or.. im just too lazy.. but indeed.. i couldnt help but feel slightly angry and objected to what sas said.. do results really matter actually.. do we have to be perfect everytime? or try to be at least.. i dont know.
today was great though.. released most of my stress thru 4 hours of intensive physical and mental workout.. played soccer from 3 - 430.. played basketball fomr 430-530.. den played soccer again till 800... haha! some may call it torture.. but i guess its like one step away from self destrucution at least.. soccer our class really played hardcore today.. we wanted to win so bad.. 4-2 .. not bad ar? although i didnt score la.. but i thought everyone really fulfilled their roles properly and efficiently.. our defense was great and i guess our fighting spirit pulled us through.. i nv ran so much or so fast in my life than today.. defended non stop.. and managed to save a few when i was goal keeping.. basketball was great too.. haha did a 360 fade away after crossing this guy badly.. i guess todays a lucky day la..
im afraid though.
of wat tmr brings.
of wat my actions today lead to.
im confused.
of wat i said today made sense.
whether my sentiments did come the way i wanted it to.
how long? how much?
really sometimes such primitive feelings can cause
a sense of reversal.
i wanna live where the sun comes out =)
