Sunday, August 22, 2004
the monitor screen once again compels me to start jotting down snippets of my tedious and stumbling life. sorry fans boys and girls ladies and gentlemen for not updating.
ive been trapped in shit loads of official school work.. and other emotional and primal commitments. what still amazes me is the human mind.
i hate feeling down.
i know i hate it.
yet it still encroaches.
my brain must know how i feel.
yet it doesnt respond in the way i want it to..
so much for science.
im afraid this week would be a hell ride. once again mindless bickerings would ensue.. baseless accusations will fly and fantastic deadlines would be thrown to add to the already chaotic pandemonium that spins me around. people take for granted the space they have and comment how stress is their main worry.. trust me.. JC life is the most stress.. stop talking about how long your hours are. long does not equate.
what really humourously irritates me is how intellectually endowed people know nothing about the basics of selflessness.. on fundamental humility.. the gift they were given isnt shared now has it..
the fact remains that people take advantage and no matter how much care u give and time u sacrifice.. they just reject. and take your joy replace it with sorrow. but hey we are all happy now are we ?
i know i'm of low intellect anyway. so leave me in my cave and let me hunt.
sorry.
