Wednesday, July 14, 2004
today's such a crazy day.. all the guys got caught playing soccer outside the class.by some lousy teacher that doesnt believing in nurturing the students in the rite way. i mean everyones entitled to a second chance rite? my guess : shes a math teacher with no life except sleeping with her calculator and gripping her curve ruler. but hey, we are the guys from a06. trouble is our middle name. bah. what luck~ of all the countless times we played in the parade square.played in the canteen.... we didnt get caught ! the wrath of sas awaits us tmr.. hopefully the strategic move of apologising and being honest quickly would work.. if not my guess is that the old sas would be back for good after this.. he likes to blow simple things up into serious issues.. i dont want to get screwed.
for all u non pjc peeps reading my oh so interesting blog sas is the not a wrong spelling for sars. and no its no hasan sas. its my anal form teacher that wears tight fitting clothes and seems to know many many things about perversely alternative lifestyles.. he stands on his hip and does many many gayish things .. which always leads me to question his gender preference.. oh boy. did ur heart skip a beat?
and i hate project work. it always give me the feeling of magnificant foreboding.. the horror. aaah. so troublesome so tedious. i cant get my survey form to be aligned properly! my group proposal form has bare minimal research. how frustrating. i believe ive learnt some really great things from PW ya. how useless all the crap im doing is going to be.
threw econs out of the window today. i got a cool 25%. bah. if theres any consolation it would be the 12 i got for TGOST~ but what difference does it make.. haha! ive got AO passes mom! isnt that great. oh boy. i must work harder!!!
anyway, ive read many many ppls blogs.. noticed very extreme states of mind inside their writings.. depression. anger. loneliness. there are a few of which are just emotionless accounts of day to day life.. or some filled with the joy of articulation. i find depression anger and loneliness really healthy actually.. it facilitates happiness. i mean, one has to experience these negative feelings to truly feel pure joy, or at least understand how it feels to experience joy? on our journey to rediscover our joy however we often fall down and dont pick ourselves up in fear of once again experiencing our negative feelings. dats when suicidal thoughts take place. 'end it all' 'why continue on?' one word for all u people thinking of suicide : coward! take back ur spinal cord and face ur problems. believe me. i once went thru such turbulence. i once felt that way. i pulled myself thru ...myself. look where i am today~
so much for my deep theoretical jargon. HAHA! i bet i didnt make sense at all. *grin*
