Saturday, July 17, 2004
hello again. the warmth of the computer compels me to once again give in to my urge to report faithfully to the small universe i live in. nothing eventful today.(unless you count the 4 hrs i played basketball today as material) boring ? far from it. i would refer to it as exciting, exburant.
our lives revolve round so many frantic and chaotic shit we rarely have time to actually sit down and stone fruitfully.. to refect. to dream. to make goals. to wonder those wonderful ''what if'' thoughts.... all the things to make u drive towards a certain perfection. to move towards that seductive light of acheivement.....
however from my experience, all these goals have been nothing..no acheivements to be proud of..nothing but experience... i guess im not pragmatic enough...! well.. unlike all you over achievers in this world.. i've learned to settle for much less than what i haf.. bcos...................
"the nearer we move into the light, the longer our shadow of defeat becomes"
u know what it suggests.
what crap. HAHAHAHA!
oh boy.. today was kinda okay i guess.. lost most matches me richmond chin xiang and jody managed to play.. unless i count the one with the noobs .. that was fun.. besides that i pretty much fiddled around foolishly with my guitar at home today.. wanted to play pool with alwyn they all.. but they cancelled last minute.. so ya.. ive been a filial child today by doing my homework *for once* and staying at home for more than 12 hours ^^
